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Some of it you already know about. But now something else has just developed. Shannon's parents aren't doing so good, her step mom is in the hospital, she may have had a second stroke, and Shannon's dad is having some issues with his breathing. He's not got my grandma Tuttle's issue, but it is getting harder for him to walk long distances (like even a few hundred yards) without having to pause for breath. His van isn't very reliable and I have been asked to give him rides to and from the hospital so he can visit his wife.

Shannon wants me to do it, so far everything I'm hearing from God says I should do it; Shannon's really beginning to worry that her parents may not live long enough to see her get married in two years. Add to that that I still don't have a job and I still am trying to figure out how to apply for Grad School. I'm not even sure anymore if I want to apply for the standard MS program for Library Science or the K-12 one. I also need to select a plan today for my health insurance, which I have now, and start looking at what doctors I can see under said plan.

I have no inflow of cash, very little money in the bank, no prospects, pressure from all sides to get work or enroll in school again soon. On top of that one or more aspects of my DID have begun resurfacing again, very likely stress-related. Yet I think this is what God wants me to do right now. I spent some time in devotion/meditation earlier and, as already mentioned, everything I heard from God indicated to me that this new thing that's come up is what I should do right now. Some days I wish the gate was wider, but I also know that God has never been wrong. I feel a bit like this right now:

Pray for me.

Love,

Simyona Deanova
  • Mood: Depressed
  • Reading: From a Buick 8 and Dracula

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daddyslittlejanegirl
Simyona Deanova
United States
I'm a pansexual, non-op transexual, Emo/Goth with high-functioning Autism. Religiously, I'm a Christian Mystic. In short, I'm complicated. Descriptions are actually pretty boring, like this one. So if you want elaboration, read my stuff and/or talk to me directly.

Current Residence: F.C., IL
Favourite genre of music: Could you be more specific?
MP3 player of choice: I don't now, nor will I ever own an MP3.
Shell of choice: What's THAT supposed to mean?!
Skin of choice: ?
Favourite cartoon character: Garfield the cat
Personal Quote: "Money cannot purchase honor." -Fremen saying
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a-l-connor Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2013
Sorry to randomly pop in without any prior introduction, but I happened to noticed that one of your favourite drawings here is one titled "Here Comes the Bride." As this picture includes me, so to speak, I couldn't help but contact you... 

Do you by any chance know "someone" (an internet troll, character in many different respects, in all kinds of stories, etc...he was a lot of things) by the name of Fredrick? He also went by Freddy, and would've likely taken the last name Macvarian. I'm looking for this person, but have yet to find any trace of them other than via this image. Hopefully you can help me...
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daddyslittlejanegirl Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2013
I don't think so, but it's probably been a while since I faved that drawing. And I mostly pay attention to the art itself when I fave things. I hope you find this person you're searching for though. Sounds pretty serious.
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a-l-connor Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2013
it was for a long time. the person i'm looking for actually was the artist that drew that, but his/her (its confusing) account has since gone quiet for years. i've been trawling the internet looking for any account of theirs, but thus far this is the closest i have come. *sigh*
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daddyslittlejanegirl Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2013
I'm sorry to hear that.
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Mushu-XIII Featured By Owner Dec 5, 2013   Photographer
I Am No Longer Dead! ;D
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daddyslittlejanegirl Featured By Owner Dec 5, 2013
Yayyy!!!!
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Mushu-XIII Featured By Owner Dec 6, 2013   Photographer
So How's DaddysGirl Been? :)
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daddyslittlejanegirl Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2013
Mostly frustrated, but with occasional happy spots.
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Kajm Featured By Owner Dec 4, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Happy Birthday!
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daddyslittlejanegirl Featured By Owner Dec 4, 2013
thank you!
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