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She thinks I'm going about the grad school thing all wrong, tells me I'm supposed to apply at least a year ahead of when I want to go, which, she may be right, I've never done this before. She thinks what I need to do is get in touch with an adviser and plan for next fall instead of this spring. Again, she might be right, I don't really know how these sorts of things work. That upset me a bit, mostly because I was tired and my stress levels run really high at night, especially when I'm tired. But I think she was just trying to be helpful, maybe she actually know how these things go? She's not a grad student herself and has never applied for it, but I guess that doesn't necessarily mean she wouldn't know about it.

Also, we both agree I need to see a counselor and we're both hoping I can get one that doesn't try to put me on anti-depressants. First of all, because my Doxepin already functions in that capacity, even though that's not what I take it for. Second neither one of us feels that my depression would be helped by such medication. Now, Shannon says she doesn't believe in anti-depressants, thinks they're a load of crap, so I explained to her that they are very helpful for people who suffer from clinical depression, where the depression is caused by a chemical imbalance in the brain. I do not have clinical depression, however, if I did, the doxepin would likely keep it in check (just a theory, I am not a clinical psychiatrist). I'm convinced my depression is spiritual in nature, so I'm not interested in taking medication for it. I do feel that I need someone I can talk to who might be able to help me with my negativity or something like that. So she wants me to look into that as well. That's all for now, I just wanted to give some updates.

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  • Reading: From a Buick 8 and Dracula

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daddyslittlejanegirl
Simyona Deanova
United States
I'm a pansexual, non-op transexual, Emo/Goth with high-functioning Autism. Religiously, I'm a Christian Mystic. In short, I'm complicated. Descriptions are actually pretty boring, like this one. So if you want elaboration, read my stuff and/or talk to me directly.

Current Residence: F.C., IL
Favourite genre of music: Could you be more specific?
MP3 player of choice: I don't now, nor will I ever own an MP3.
Shell of choice: What's THAT supposed to mean?!
Skin of choice: ?
Favourite cartoon character: Garfield the cat
Personal Quote: "Money cannot purchase honor." -Fremen saying
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a-l-connor Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2013
Sorry to randomly pop in without any prior introduction, but I happened to noticed that one of your favourite drawings here is one titled "Here Comes the Bride." As this picture includes me, so to speak, I couldn't help but contact you... 

Do you by any chance know "someone" (an internet troll, character in many different respects, in all kinds of stories, etc...he was a lot of things) by the name of Fredrick? He also went by Freddy, and would've likely taken the last name Macvarian. I'm looking for this person, but have yet to find any trace of them other than via this image. Hopefully you can help me...
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daddyslittlejanegirl Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2013
I don't think so, but it's probably been a while since I faved that drawing. And I mostly pay attention to the art itself when I fave things. I hope you find this person you're searching for though. Sounds pretty serious.
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a-l-connor Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2013
it was for a long time. the person i'm looking for actually was the artist that drew that, but his/her (its confusing) account has since gone quiet for years. i've been trawling the internet looking for any account of theirs, but thus far this is the closest i have come. *sigh*
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daddyslittlejanegirl Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2013
I'm sorry to hear that.
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Mushu-XIII Featured By Owner Dec 5, 2013   Photographer
I Am No Longer Dead! ;D
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daddyslittlejanegirl Featured By Owner Dec 5, 2013
Yayyy!!!!
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Mushu-XIII Featured By Owner Dec 6, 2013   Photographer
So How's DaddysGirl Been? :)
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daddyslittlejanegirl Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2013
Mostly frustrated, but with occasional happy spots.
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Kajm Featured By Owner Dec 4, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Happy Birthday!
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daddyslittlejanegirl Featured By Owner Dec 4, 2013
thank you!
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