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First, have a halloween party with my small group tonight. Couldn't really afford a costume this year, so I'm just going as myself. That is, I will go wearing my favourite black dress with my black tights, my hair spiked up a bit, my Celtic Trinity knot ring, and some spiked bracelets with collar. The people in this small group have never seen me in a dress before, I think it's time they finally did. They will probably ask me "What are you supposed to be?" or some variation of that, to which I will reply: "myself." They are a very good group of friends who have already seen me in heels, makeup, and who know about my history with DID, but I'm still somewhat nervous, I always am when I do this kind of thing. It's been a while since I've introduced this part of my identity to church friends and last time didn't go so bad, hopefully it'll all be okay this time, too. Probably it will.

Also, I have started doing something I never thought I'd do again. I am watching pro wrestling. Yes, the WWE kind (used to be called WWF). I know it's all fake and scripted, but damn is it entertaining. I'm also finding that it satisfies something primal deep in me. The violence of it appeals to that part of me, and the fact that it's all scripted satisfies the part of me that really doesn't like violence. No one is actually as hurt as they appear, since the violence is staged. It reduces my risk of going crazy again and it also satisfies that part of me that wants to look up things I really shouldn't. I love the choreography of the fights and I love the adrenaline rush I get from watching men and women "fight" each other like savages. As Stephen King would put it, you have to feed the alligators in the attic now and again.

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Simyona Deanova
  • Mood: Amused
  • Reading: Dracula
  • Watching: WWE
Possible new pet by daddyslittlejanegirl
Possible new pet
My mom's pre-k classroom found this little baby snake. I was asked to classify it. I've narrowed it down to one of three species, I was leaning more toward Common Garter, but am now considering that it may be a brown.
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My mom's classroom caught a baby snake the other day. Initially they thought it was a corn snake, but the coloration was wrong for that species. So I was called and asked to identify it. Just got back from doing that, took a couple of my field guides with me. I've narrowed it down to one of three species: 1) Plains Garter 2) Common Garter 3) Brown Snake (yep, that's actually a species name, cool right?)

The vertical stripes make me think it's very probably a garter, I'm thinking Common, since the coloration is right and, of course, because they are the most common species, found all over 10 states at least, including Illinois. Fortunately, that particular species, though ill-tempered when first captured, tames very quickly. And you can totally feed the little ones earthworms. If it's a brown snake (probably isn't, given the stripes) you can also feed it snails and slugs.

Definitely not a venomous snake, given the shape of the head and the round pupils.

S.D.

Also, if they still have it by the end of the school year, it gets to become my snake over the summer! I've always wanted a pet snake! (Never a python or a boa, because those aren't pets, they're extremely patient murder machines. When boas and pythons get big enough, and they will, they WILL try to eat you. Sorry folks, but snakes don't form bonds of affection, it's not in their nature. This is a scientific fact. Only the smaller ones are reliable pets.)
  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: Die Another Day (Madonna)
  • Reading: Dreamcatcher and Dracula
First, have a halloween party with my small group tonight. Couldn't really afford a costume this year, so I'm just going as myself. That is, I will go wearing my favourite black dress with my black tights, my hair spiked up a bit, my Celtic Trinity knot ring, and some spiked bracelets with collar. The people in this small group have never seen me in a dress before, I think it's time they finally did. They will probably ask me "What are you supposed to be?" or some variation of that, to which I will reply: "myself." They are a very good group of friends who have already seen me in heels, makeup, and who know about my history with DID, but I'm still somewhat nervous, I always am when I do this kind of thing. It's been a while since I've introduced this part of my identity to church friends and last time didn't go so bad, hopefully it'll all be okay this time, too. Probably it will.

Also, I have started doing something I never thought I'd do again. I am watching pro wrestling. Yes, the WWE kind (used to be called WWF). I know it's all fake and scripted, but damn is it entertaining. I'm also finding that it satisfies something primal deep in me. The violence of it appeals to that part of me, and the fact that it's all scripted satisfies the part of me that really doesn't like violence. No one is actually as hurt as they appear, since the violence is staged. It reduces my risk of going crazy again and it also satisfies that part of me that wants to look up things I really shouldn't. I love the choreography of the fights and I love the adrenaline rush I get from watching men and women "fight" each other like savages. As Stephen King would put it, you have to feed the alligators in the attic now and again.

Love,

Simyona Deanova
  • Mood: Amused
  • Reading: Dracula
  • Watching: WWE

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daddyslittlejanegirl
Simyona Deanova
United States
I'm a pansexual, non-op transexual, Emo/Goth with high-functioning Autism. Religiously, I'm a Christian Mystic. In short, I'm complicated. Descriptions are actually pretty boring, like this one. So if you want elaboration, read my stuff and/or talk to me directly.

Current Residence: F.C., IL
Favourite genre of music: Could you be more specific?
MP3 player of choice: I don't now, nor will I ever own an MP3.
Shell of choice: What's THAT supposed to mean?!
Skin of choice: ?
Favourite cartoon character: Garfield the cat
Personal Quote: "Money cannot purchase honor." -Fremen saying
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a-l-connor Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2013
Sorry to randomly pop in without any prior introduction, but I happened to noticed that one of your favourite drawings here is one titled "Here Comes the Bride." As this picture includes me, so to speak, I couldn't help but contact you... 

Do you by any chance know "someone" (an internet troll, character in many different respects, in all kinds of stories, etc...he was a lot of things) by the name of Fredrick? He also went by Freddy, and would've likely taken the last name Macvarian. I'm looking for this person, but have yet to find any trace of them other than via this image. Hopefully you can help me...
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daddyslittlejanegirl Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2013
I don't think so, but it's probably been a while since I faved that drawing. And I mostly pay attention to the art itself when I fave things. I hope you find this person you're searching for though. Sounds pretty serious.
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a-l-connor Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2013
it was for a long time. the person i'm looking for actually was the artist that drew that, but his/her (its confusing) account has since gone quiet for years. i've been trawling the internet looking for any account of theirs, but thus far this is the closest i have come. *sigh*
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daddyslittlejanegirl Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2013
I'm sorry to hear that.
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Mushu-XIII Featured By Owner Dec 5, 2013   Photographer
I Am No Longer Dead! ;D
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daddyslittlejanegirl Featured By Owner Dec 5, 2013
Yayyy!!!!
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Mushu-XIII Featured By Owner Dec 6, 2013   Photographer
So How's DaddysGirl Been? :)
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daddyslittlejanegirl Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2013
Mostly frustrated, but with occasional happy spots.
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Kajm Featured By Owner Dec 4, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Happy Birthday!
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daddyslittlejanegirl Featured By Owner Dec 4, 2013
thank you!
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